Very Frustrated but still FIGHTING

We have been back from Mexico for a month!!!  Boy do I miss the sand between my toes!  I got my ca19 9 results back and they have gone up to 4221.  I am waiting for Dr. G to get back on Thursday and maybe we will have to do a different treatment.  I might even need to go back to Mayo.  I know it isn't the 16000 it was 24 months ago when we started this nightmare but I have been doing some kind of chemo for 22 months and my body is tired.  I am tired and I am sure my family is worn out.  I feel like I am trapped in a 90 year old body and i am not even 40!!!!!  Just keep praying for answers and a total healing.  Thank you for all your support and love for all of us.  We will beat this.  New York and Vegas are next.  I will post Mexico pictures soon.  Love to all of you!!!