God is in Control

Day 18 and still in the hospital!  I am having surgery Friday morning to put a tube in my stomach to keep it drained!  I haven't slept in 48 hours cause I throw up all the time.  I know I have a lot of people praying for me.  I need it more then ever now.  I know this will be a different way pf living for myself but If I can stay alive it will be worth it.  The Dr. say that my stomach has stopped working that is why i am having so much trouble.  I will still try to keep you informed on here but my sister is keeping her face book page up about me.  Keep praying   THE FAT LADY HAS NOT SUNG YET!!!

WOW WHAT A WEEK

It has been a week!!!!!!!  Not only did my oldest daughter have her first car accident (no one was hurt) but my youngest daughter broke her leg and will be out of school for at least 8 weeks.   I went to do chemo last Thursday and they couldn't do it because my white and red blood count was too low.  They wanted to do a blood transfusion but the last time I had that it made me deathly sick so I said no.  I did take a special shot and go beck in on Monday to see where my levels are and I pray we will be able to do chemo this week.  My counts have been going up so we might have to change a few things.  I did get the fluid on my stomach drained.  They got a little more then 4 liters!  WOW that is a lot.  It took 10 pounds off of me so I like to think that I had a small child.  I know God doesn't give you more then you can handle so I am going to just keep fighting and having faith.  Thank you again for all the prayers and food and help that has been given to all of us. Love you all