Another Week Lord HELP Me

I went for blood work yesterday thinking that I wouldn't have to do a shot but my white blood count was only at a 2.0 and that is way too low so I did the shot.  I go back Thursday for blood work so pray it is higher so I am able to do chemo.  I also see the Dr. Thursday and then chemo.  I have been fighting depression!  I know it goes along with this but it is frustrating.  I feel like I am trapped in a 80 year old body.  On a good note we leave for Cozumel in 10 days.  My toes need to be in the sand. So after this treatment I have another one next week then off we go!  Keep praying that I bounce back fast.  I refuse to feel bad on vacation.  We are waiting for my CA19-9 test to come back so as soon as I get the numbers I will post it!  Hope everyone has a wonderful week!!!!!!